Tuesday, September 17, 2013

I don't know anymore

I've tried and I keep getting almost there, but not quite. "We are seeking more qualified candidates."

My SP/Aspieness is just killing my prospects.

Can I start life over? I have made so many minor mistakes that the results are just snowballing.

I just need something.

I need to get out of the house. I need to get money. I need to get a life.

I'm actually lying on my UF application. Me. Lying. But it seems the only way to get out from under the cloud FGCU has floated over my head for the past two years.

I need a chance and this seems the only way to get it.

I... I just don't know.